I think I've been married to my husband for about 5 years now... When we first started dating, I thought I didn't need money for fun, but... I don't have much to do in life. the outskirts of this deserted town.. So... SEX with my husband is no longer even inside me like before... I have nothing to do with each other, so I'm doing it by somehow... I spent my days like that... I'm just getting old and I'll live in this town. I gave up on that...